I'm sorry. truly sorry. I've been suckish this day. My attitude sucks. Really sucks. Sometimes i feel that I'm not right for you. Cause I've been hurting you a lot of time. But i try to think the positive. Almost everyday is a bad day. But 'we apologized and then we compromised'. Cause nothing will be solve without any apology. I'm truly sorry for my bad attitude and suckish behaviour. Yes you say all those words. I try to change, for the better, but it all seems so hard. Some times you gotta understand my situation ya'know. It's not like every time I'm happy. When you talk about all those people, i do get jealous, but i don't like to show it. I try to keep it but i can't. Cause you always got me. No matter what, you never fails to say, 'i know you're jealous.' And I'll just kept quite. Cause i don't want you to know. I hate to feel jealous. Now you know why i kept quite every time. That's not the only reason. There's others. And you could ask me personally. There's more to talk about, but I'm too tired. I got to have some rest.

I'm so sorry Muhammad Zuraidi Bin Zailan Kamauddin.

I'm everything I am Because You Loved Me.




Its like early in the morning now and my sis is still on the phone gossiping about her schoolmates. Can say that she is kecoh. Like her big sister(me). NO NO ! She is more kecoh on the phone now. Got to go. Goodnight Earthlings.