Wednesday, September 16, 2009
{ 11:02:00 PM }

been taking this shit like a sweet.
ohk fish!
gotta stop it man.
damaging my health.
PETER got to stop!
alrite people..
as you all know my grandad just passed away.
got no more atuk.
wawa also passed away a few years back.
wawa stands for atuk in Bawean.
starting to miss yayi now.
i cried so much like shooting bullets.
till someone need to comfort me.
the last time i saw him, he cant even open his eyes or talk.
im just so sad to now that he is really gone.
am not gonna forget all his good deeds towards me.
i know he went off with a good reason.
only Allah knows.
i pity nyayi as she got no one else to accompany her and go out with her.
as yayi has passed away.
mama's been busy this while.
everyday she'll go to nyayi house to accompany her.
this year's Raya wont be as happy as always.
missing someone and my O levels!
what a year to remember.
someone please help me be strong and overcome all this.
Miss Yayi and Wawa.